Feeling a bit better

[joeychen]

Yesterday really sucked at work. More worries about being ignored and not trusted at work, and possibly being laid off in the future.
But I babbled about it all to Mr jo last night on the way home, and that helped. Plus, just it being a new day is helping me get more perspective.
I feel like I'm walking along the spine of a long mountain. To my left is the pit of me worrying too much about what other people are doing (probably my biggest fault) and to my right me not giving a shit about anything, and being useless and slack at work. So I'm going to try and pussyfoot along this narrow path of being as mellow as I can, doing what I can at work, and trying to not let it all get to me. Oh, and trying not to be a bitch.
Haha, yeah, whatever. I'll at least try to refrain my bitchiness to just when I'm driving.

Luckily, this is my last day at work this week.
Off to Sacramento tomorrow to pick up alineskirt, then hanging out with zylle_blue and gov_moonbeam and pot_t_mouth
Then Friday, off to the bowels of Hell, ooops, sorry the pleasant climes of Eastman Lake, for our camping trip.
I think I'm gonna bring a hose, so we can spray ourselves down to cool off.

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[emily-hahn.livejournal.com]

Looking forward to seeing ya'll too. zylle_blue cut my hair after work last night and offered to host dinner at her place. So I'm trying to get ahold of Neesy Pea to let her know that there could be a change of plans.